Wednesday Swimming
26 January 2022 | 4:03 am

I keep wondering if winter should be this hard. Pushing in the darkness. Nothing as absurd as Sisyphus, but something as plodding as a sloth. There’s an invisible resistance. I’ll go swimming later today. If I think about it now, it becomes overwhelming. All I have to do first, then the train and the locker […]

Every Narrative is Now
25 January 2022 | 5:04 pm

(This is a cross-post from my process journal, which is password protected.) I was talking to my doctor about this new project – examining memory. My insistence on the idea that our present determines our past and not vice versa. How if our memories are reconstructed every time we call them up, we are necessarily […]

Would Were Beauty as Infectious
25 January 2022 | 4:29 am

Distract your thoughts. It’s today’s card in “The Dialectical Behavior Therapy Skills” deck. Focus on the colors around me, it suggests. The white noise of the space heater, I suppose. The blue light hitting my eyes from an angle, from the tiny lamp on my desk. The deep greens and browns of my peripheral vision […]


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